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January 23rd, 2007
November 18th, 2006
Daddy might let mom and I stay up here for me to finish my senior year if mom and I manage to find a place to live.
Problems that exist:
1) The military won't pay for my father to be in South Carolina, and mom and I to stay up here. So finding an affordable place to live is going to be kinda tough. We aren't the richest people, we only get what we have because the military pays for it and my father works for it.
2) I want a job to be able to help with bills and such, but dad might not let me since I get stressed out in school without a job.
3) I'm not allowed to stay at friends houses for days at a time. My folks would feel like they are intruding on other's lives by 'dumping' their daughter on them.
4) There's the chance that the next duty station we move to, dad'll be sent back to Iraq. So we kinda want to spend time with him.
That's all I can really think of right now. I'm really excited about all of this and really hoping dad'll let us and we can do it. I hope I don't give your hopes up though if we can't. But yeah, now ya know!
November 12th, 2006
Um, apparently mom says its deffinant we move in March. Mom and I are going to find a place till I finish up the school year though. so yeah... just thought id tell y'all instead of keeping it to myself as I planned.
October 2nd, 2006
I had to share. This is awesome. xD only cause Im weird and love singing though.
http://video.yahoo.com/video/play?vid=08
listen to it through
http://video.yahoo.com/video/play?vid=08
listen to it through
September 5th, 2006
Mom might be taking me to the ER tonight. Or she's going to schedule a doctor's appointment for me A.S.A.P.
I'm at the point with this sore throat where I've given up swallowing my own spit. Now I just collect it for a few minutes then spit it out. It hurts too much to swallow, talk, sneeze, cough, anything.
I'm at the point with this sore throat where I've given up swallowing my own spit. Now I just collect it for a few minutes then spit it out. It hurts too much to swallow, talk, sneeze, cough, anything.
September 3rd, 2006
"If there is one or more people on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal."
Haven't posted in awhile mainly because I see no point.
It's still up in the air as to when we move, and I can already feel myself seperate from everybody. I'm ready for a new place.
I met someone by the name of Randy over the net about 4 years back. We're still talking to this day, and he wants to come up to Alaska to see the beauty of Alaska and to see me. I'm excited about it. Mom said it was ok, as long as dad is home and he hasn't planned anything. I don't know if any of y'all will be able to meet him, he's planning for Christmas break. To put it in simple terms, he's like me in guy form.
Haven't posted in awhile mainly because I see no point.
It's still up in the air as to when we move, and I can already feel myself seperate from everybody. I'm ready for a new place.
I met someone by the name of Randy over the net about 4 years back. We're still talking to this day, and he wants to come up to Alaska to see the beauty of Alaska and to see me. I'm excited about it. Mom said it was ok, as long as dad is home and he hasn't planned anything. I don't know if any of y'all will be able to meet him, he's planning for Christmas break. To put it in simple terms, he's like me in guy form.
August 29th, 2006
August 29th. guess what? Jordan's 16th was todaaaay. She and her family made it safely to the Netherlands annnnd told me to tell everyone hi for her! I wanted to call her... but... I dono what the time difference is. *bad friend*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDYPOO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDYPOO!
August 24th, 2006
I was really tired and shakey all day. It was weird.
3rd period was Algebra, I don't remember much except that I wanted to be asleep.
1st was History. Gordon and I played hangman.
Lunch. Sucked. Though I was told I'm a pirate at heaart. lol sweet.
4th was English. Aaron and Rocky were in that class. I got offended by the movie we watched. yada yada yada yada
6th was Robert's weightlifting. We did the half mile run today. I sucked with a 4 minute and 5 second run and a throbbing hip. damn arthritus.
I came home and took a nap. I woke up at 6. yay! go me. Now to softball. Im tired and sore, this could be interesting.
3rd period was Algebra, I don't remember much except that I wanted to be asleep.
1st was History. Gordon and I played hangman.
Lunch. Sucked. Though I was told I'm a pirate at heaart. lol sweet.
4th was English. Aaron and Rocky were in that class. I got offended by the movie we watched. yada yada yada yada
6th was Robert's weightlifting. We did the half mile run today. I sucked with a 4 minute and 5 second run and a throbbing hip. damn arthritus.
I came home and took a nap. I woke up at 6. yay! go me. Now to softball. Im tired and sore, this could be interesting.
tiredAugust 21st, 2006
Good first day. Got into Robert's for 6th.
English will be interesting. Ronnie is in my class. lol
All I wanted to say. o_O *hungry*
English will be interesting. Ronnie is in my class. lol
All I wanted to say. o_O *hungry*
hungryAugust 19th, 2006
August 18th, 2006
Thanks to Jenna I found out my schedule.
Computer Programing- switching to Roberts weight lifting. I need pe credits.
Painting
Algebra 2- Johnson (is she any good?)
American Writers- Pulido (gaaah, bad teacher.)
Chem Tech- Doran (who?)
US History- Kennedy (once again, who?)
Theeere you have it.
Computer Programing- switching to Roberts weight lifting. I need pe credits.
Painting
Algebra 2- Johnson (is she any good?)
American Writers- Pulido (gaaah, bad teacher.)
Chem Tech- Doran (who?)
US History- Kennedy (once again, who?)
Theeere you have it.
I had forgotten my dream last night, but now I remember it.
Oh God, I feel like crying but I know that would be silly.
Background firstly because something did cause me to have this dream: A soldier recently was killed in Iraq and lives in Palmer. Flags are at half mask in wasilla.
I dreamt that a soldier had died that was of high importance. The enemy was killing off people of high importance one by one, and my father was the only one left. No matter what, it seemed his chances of staying alive was non existant, as they already killed like... the best soldiers. The military was afraid they'd go after the family, so we were forced to move, changed names and everything. We had no communication with dad and found out nothing about him in the slightest. For some reason the view of my dream is suddenly around my father, he's tied up and looks like they abused him brutally, near death. He's surrounded by the enemy, they raise their guns, and I that's when I wake up.
I hate vivid dreams. I could smell, feel, hear and see everything.
Oh God, I feel like crying but I know that would be silly.
Background firstly because something did cause me to have this dream: A soldier recently was killed in Iraq and lives in Palmer. Flags are at half mask in wasilla.
I dreamt that a soldier had died that was of high importance. The enemy was killing off people of high importance one by one, and my father was the only one left. No matter what, it seemed his chances of staying alive was non existant, as they already killed like... the best soldiers. The military was afraid they'd go after the family, so we were forced to move, changed names and everything. We had no communication with dad and found out nothing about him in the slightest. For some reason the view of my dream is suddenly around my father, he's tied up and looks like they abused him brutally, near death. He's surrounded by the enemy, they raise their guns, and I that's when I wake up.
I hate vivid dreams. I could smell, feel, hear and see everything.
August 17th, 2006
Ok, Im facing a dilema and need your help.
There's a chance we might get the choice of a December or June move. My dad is leaving it up to me if we do. I need the pro's and cons of each.
I already thought of two cons.
Either way Ill end up moving halfway through either my Junior or Senior year.
Place Moving: South Caroling
How long: six months
Ill be 17 if we do the summer move, so staying here isnt possible
There's a chance we might get the choice of a December or June move. My dad is leaving it up to me if we do. I need the pro's and cons of each.
I already thought of two cons.
Either way Ill end up moving halfway through either my Junior or Senior year.
Place Moving: South Caroling
How long: six months
Ill be 17 if we do the summer move, so staying here isnt possible
August 16th, 2006
Jordan just got on a plane Im guessing. Oh god, I feel like crap. Im going to miss her so much...
We spent around 7 hours shopping for school stuff today. *dies* I hate shopping, but that's ok. I got to spend time with mom.
We're planning on staying untiiill..... Friday. The original plan was to leave tomorrow in the morning, but we decided we wanted to stay away from Fairbanks longer. haha
See y'all on Monday.
We spent around 7 hours shopping for school stuff today. *dies* I hate shopping, but that's ok. I got to spend time with mom.
We're planning on staying untiiill..... Friday. The original plan was to leave tomorrow in the morning, but we decided we wanted to stay away from Fairbanks longer. haha
See y'all on Monday.
August 14th, 2006
Jordan leaves Wednesday.
I go to Anchorage for a couple of days with my mom Tuesday afternoon.
I go to Anchorage for a couple of days with my mom Tuesday afternoon.
August 9th, 2006
Today was a nice day. Surprisingly enough.
Um.
It consisted of waking up, cleaning the living room, hanging out with Jordan, meeting Gordon at the fair a little after 4, hanging out with Gordon at the fair untill... 5:50 going to church, teasing people,... running around like I usually do when hyper, coming home, sitting down, being weird. Yes yes, fulfilling day.
Did you know when you click the text box, the buttons at the top are all like "flash flash flash flash"? For lack of better words. Yes, I need sleep.
A lady at my church is going to take me driving tomorrow around 9ish. Just as a heads up.
OH! This needs to be written down.
Mom is actually going to let me get my hair cut. I dono how short, I just know she agreed to letting me do it. O_O I'm all... giddy.
I got this cool pleated skirt thats friggen awesome...
I think...I'm gonna go to bed now.
Um.
It consisted of waking up, cleaning the living room, hanging out with Jordan, meeting Gordon at the fair a little after 4, hanging out with Gordon at the fair untill... 5:50 going to church, teasing people,... running around like I usually do when hyper, coming home, sitting down, being weird. Yes yes, fulfilling day.
Did you know when you click the text box, the buttons at the top are all like "flash flash flash flash"? For lack of better words. Yes, I need sleep.
A lady at my church is going to take me driving tomorrow around 9ish. Just as a heads up.
OH! This needs to be written down.
Mom is actually going to let me get my hair cut. I dono how short, I just know she agreed to letting me do it. O_O I'm all... giddy.
I got this cool pleated skirt thats friggen awesome...
I think...I'm gonna go to bed now.
July 29th, 2006
I'm sure anyone who has been watching the news, or has read the front page of the newspaper know that the Stryker Brigade is not coming home as planned.
Soldiers on route to home have been turned around and sent back. Soldiers looking forward to coming home no longer are and must become refocused on their newly assigned mission.
My father is in the Stryker Brigade. He was assigned to get on a plane the fourth of August. He now does not know if he will even be back before his birthday, which is December 20th. My mother told me that he had the chance to call last night, and she barely recognized his voice. He's so dissappointed and ready to be home.
In all this... I know how I feel, but I don't want to feel this way. I still continue to fight back the tears with each time I remind myself that he won't be coming home. Even more so when I'm around my mother. The habit of looking around and not straight at mom has been picked up when she asks me the simple questions of "How are you?" or "What's going through your head right now?"
I found out an hour ago. Yet I already feel like my life is shattered.
Soldiers on route to home have been turned around and sent back. Soldiers looking forward to coming home no longer are and must become refocused on their newly assigned mission.
My father is in the Stryker Brigade. He was assigned to get on a plane the fourth of August. He now does not know if he will even be back before his birthday, which is December 20th. My mother told me that he had the chance to call last night, and she barely recognized his voice. He's so dissappointed and ready to be home.
In all this... I know how I feel, but I don't want to feel this way. I still continue to fight back the tears with each time I remind myself that he won't be coming home. Even more so when I'm around my mother. The habit of looking around and not straight at mom has been picked up when she asks me the simple questions of "How are you?" or "What's going through your head right now?"
I found out an hour ago. Yet I already feel like my life is shattered.
July 24th, 2006
I FOUND MY RING! *happy* It was in one of the most obvious places possible to me: one of the pockets in a pair of pants I wore. Weiiiird. I should clean my room, maybe I'll find more things.
I finally got my permit today. *does a jig* Though, I bet I'm still not going to be able to drive much untill dad gets home cause mom says she has to take sedatives when anyone but her is driving. But still, I got my permit. o_O
Dad comes home in a couple of weeks, and Jordan moves the fourth of August. *distraught* But I'll just have to spend as much time with her as possible.
My lactose intolerance has become more intolerant. I used to be able to eat half a bowl of ice cream before I got sick, now I can't eat more than three small spoonfuls without feeling sick.
Over all, life seems pretty good. Or, to me. School starts up sometime, and I'm being constantly reminded. Kinda funny. lol
Oooook, more word searches.
July 18th, 2006
Im in a crappy mood... it's one of those moods where everyone (well...almost everyone) could fall off the face of the earth and I wouldn't care... It's weird, I hate these moods.
My dad comes home sometime within the next month. I'm kinda excited about that. But in the same, I'm not. So many things went wrong within the family that I'm worried he's going to be insanely dissappointed. Then there's going to be new rules on me since Ronnie screwed his life over so horribly. Not like I don't have enough rules, I already feel like a caged bird at times. But yeah... it'll be nice knowing he's at home safe, so I shouldn't complain, should I?
Summer school is going ok. Finals are this Thursday and then no more school. Well... untill actual school starts up.
I'm supposed to go work with the horses today. But I dono when mom is going to take me. Man, I hate not being able to drive.
Jordan's dad offered to give me driving lessons after he takes me to go get my permit. I'm kinda excited about that, but in the same wondering why I had to wait so freaking long before my parents would even allow me to get the book to study for the thing.
Ok, enough on my life.
Life is good despite complications. *shrugs* Around 5 months before I get to be closer to Ray and other friends. Kinda getting excited about moving.
My dad comes home sometime within the next month. I'm kinda excited about that. But in the same, I'm not. So many things went wrong within the family that I'm worried he's going to be insanely dissappointed. Then there's going to be new rules on me since Ronnie screwed his life over so horribly. Not like I don't have enough rules, I already feel like a caged bird at times. But yeah... it'll be nice knowing he's at home safe, so I shouldn't complain, should I?
Summer school is going ok. Finals are this Thursday and then no more school. Well... untill actual school starts up.
I'm supposed to go work with the horses today. But I dono when mom is going to take me. Man, I hate not being able to drive.
Jordan's dad offered to give me driving lessons after he takes me to go get my permit. I'm kinda excited about that, but in the same wondering why I had to wait so freaking long before my parents would even allow me to get the book to study for the thing.
Ok, enough on my life.
Life is good despite complications. *shrugs* Around 5 months before I get to be closer to Ray and other friends. Kinda getting excited about moving.
July 11th, 2006
Windows Media Player Help:
My windows media player has a habit of starting a new song before the old one is even complete.
Fish tried fixing it, and didn't manage. I dono what all he did and all that jazz.
Any help? Ooor, am I the only one?
My windows media player has a habit of starting a new song before the old one is even complete.
Fish tried fixing it, and didn't manage. I dono what all he did and all that jazz.
Any help? Ooor, am I the only one?